As Margo and I were walking around the block, Betabrand is also on the same block. It's so nice to be known because as we were walking, the people working at Betabrand were walking out getting lunch and saw me and just said whats up Chris and all that stuff. I will miss that as well. I feel like I'm known down there, well in that block anyways haha. Hopefully I'll shoot with them one more time before I leave on July 5th.
Change is scary. Either good or bad, change must happen to progress. I wont lie, when my Fiance told me she was going to LA for her residency, I knew I had to give up my job at Astrogaming to go down there. I love my job. It's the best job I've ever had. It wasn't just a job, it was a career. Although my abilities there weren't fully utilized, I was thinking about switching to another department or at least advance in education and move higher in the engineering department. Now that I'm leaving, the bright side of things would be that I'll have another chance of finding out who i really am. LA is a big market for actors and models. I AM an aspiring actor/model so this could be the chance and change that is meant for me. We'll see. Even as I try to see the good side of things, it's still scary.
I rather fail trying than not trying at all.