I just punched fear in the face, but it wasn't easy.

This week has been an uphill battle for me because of the fact that I'll be leaving my job at Astrogaming where I have been for almost 6 years. I absolutely love this place and job. I wake up every morning happy to go to work. Literally. This week, fear got the best of me. I was afraid of losing this job and going into the unknown that is LA. The new sights, smells, and environment which is out of my comfort zone.

Then it hit me. In order to reach your goal, you have to step out of that comfort zone and grab on to the mystery that awaits us in life. Through the thick smog, the filthy trenches, the exploding eel, shark laser invested water, the booger eating monster that spits at you and fire breathing Llama, there awaits an opportunity with free massages. Even if that opportunity takes a different course, you take another course and sneak from behind and give it an arm lock.

Fear.......... you almost got me this week. I almost trembled in my shoes, almost had a brownie party in my pants, almost shook the wheels off my chair. I almost lost to you fear....almost... but that's not me. I am someone who wont ever lose to fear. I'm coming for you. This time, full force. Failure is an experience everyone will have to learn once in their life and from there, you build upon that and possibly fail better.

I needed a little pep talk to myself.